6. I Hope You Like Missionary! (第2季)【完整台词】

Not mine, no idea.

[MAN] Thank you, Amber.

Would anyone else like to speak? [IN AMERICAN ACCENT] Yeah, I would.

Um I'm Billie.

Hi, Billie.

And I'm an addict.

Uh cocaine and alcohol primarily, but, honestly [TUTS] whatever I can get.

I recognize a lot of what Amber was saying.

I wish I was better.

A better person.

Because it is so much harder to be nice and normal and decent than it is to be like this.

I hurt someone when I was in Paris.

My husband just left.

He couldn't take it.

He can't handle me anymore.

He's too nice.

And my best friend was killed in an accident.

It was my fault.

I have nobody left.

Well, almost nobody.

And that's my story, I guess.

Poor me.

Poor me.

Pour me a drink.

[CHUCKLES] Excuse me? Just, um Just careful with the self-pity.

Uh Did you Did you hear my story? My best friend just died.

My husband has left me.

- I'm having a really awful time.

- [WOMAN] Hey! We've all played the blame game.

Carleen, did you want to speak? What would you like to share with the group? - [CARLEEN] Hi, everyone.

- [GROUP] Hi, Carleen.

[SARCASTICALLY] Hey! - Tough crowd.

- Yeah.

- Really tough.

- It's hard.

But it gets easier.

You just You have to be honest.

I was being honest.

Were you? Look, these guys have seen it all.

We're all here for the same reason.

The group can smell bullshit from a mile away.

Amber, time to go.

- The car's outside.

- Thanks, Marie.

- See you tomorrow.

- See you tomorrow.

Don't be mad.

- Don't you ever do that again.

- Do what again? If you ever use me or my life again, this is over.

You asked me to come work for you, remember? Did you even read the A.

A.

briefing I gave you? Yeah.

Because if you had, you'd know the first rule is honesty.

How can I be honest when I'm being a different person? Aren't you always a different person? Aren't you? At least I'm good at playing someone else.

Not that good, obviously.

Don't speak to me like that, Eve.

I like you but I don't like you that much.

[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC] Don't forget.

The only thing that makes you interesting is me.

We'll try again in the morning.

[BELL RINGS] - Cheer you up.

- Okay.

[SIGHS] Does anyone else have anything they want to say? I would.

Go ahead, Billie, when you're ready.

I have real trouble telling the truth.

I don't understand the concept, actually, but But somebody told me it was important, so here goes.

Most of the time most days, I feel nothing.

I don't feel anything.

It is so boring.

I wake up and I think, "Again? Really? I have to do this again?" And what I really don't understand is, how come everybody else isn't screaming with boredom too? I'm just trying to find ways of making myself feel something.

More and more and more but it doesn't make any difference.

No matter what I do, I don't feel anything, I I hurt myself, it doesn't hurt.

I buy what I want, I don't want it.

I do what I like, I don't I don't like it.

I'm just so bored.

I think we can all relate to that.

Wow! What you said there was so powerful.

It's not easy.

I've never really tried it before.

Yeah, me either.

Hey, are you in London? - I mean, living here.

- Right now, yeah.

- Would you - Pardon me.

I'm sorry, Amber.

Allow me to remind you of the terms of your agreement.

That you form no associations with anyone in these rooms.

- For your own wellbeing.

- Yeah, yeah.

- It's okay, we were just - Perhaps collect your things.

I'll see you outside in five minutes.

Sure.

[SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC] [MOUTHS] You need to give Amber some space.

This is none of your business.

Back off.

Hey, I'm going through a really difficult time at the moment.

I'm just I'm sorry, okay? [HORN BLARES, HEAVY THUD] [BRAKES SQUEALING] [SCREAMING] Don't go out with strangers [AMBER SHRIEKS AND SOBS] What if I don't really know how I feel? And besides The words only get in the way Eve? You heard? About the traffic accident? Yes, tragic.

Carolyn, it was Very upsetting.

Yes, I'm sure.

Has contact been made between Villanelle and Amber Peel? They've been texting.

Good.